darling im sooo stressed out! Where are you? Why havent you been posting? :( Omgg, tell me youre stil alive PLEASE :(
Hi love, im still here. I have just been really depressed lately but thank you so much for caring<3
I can’t do this anymore, I can’t. I’m so tired of feeling this pain. I’m just so tired.
I can’t do this anymore, I’m sorry.
I can’t do this anymore. I can’t see myself getting up in the morning and continue pretending that I’m okay. That nothing is bothering me. I can’t keep up this act anymore. Its time to give up. Its time to just end it all. As I am writing this, my mom just came into my room screaming at me that I’m lazy and never do anything right. Then I walk out of my room and my brother is in my face screaming at me, yelling hateful things. They are all right. I am so pathetic and fat and ugly and worthless and anything else you can think of. Its not worth putting up with anymore. I’m tired. I’m just so tired. I wish I didn’t feel this way. I wish I loved my life, but I don’t and I am so sorry. I can’t keep up my smile any longer. Its time to leave and its time to say goodbye.
You deserve to be here <3
Thank you, but I just don’t feel the same way anymore.
